Letting go of fear

"Who and What should be considered?" while I entertain spewing my ---- all over the net waves. Does it really even matter if I am talking about myself- my story. REAL life is astonishingly more interesting than any made up B-crooked letter fiction and I'm about to prove it! My intellectual needs are met by my persistent, onslaught of questions- fired rapidly at any one in my range... I don't thrive on other peoples lives and knowledge, I exist (in my head, or learn about myself) from them! I need information like a donut needs glaze, I am dry, boring and crumble easily without it. Communicating is how I process and understand not only the world around me, but also my true (head-case) self. I constantly gather information and use it to learn about myself- yes I am extremely self involved but to my defense, it is only because I want to be a better version of me. So it seems, I can't get over, around, with, beneath, or even beside myself without comparing notes.

If the "Little Miss Nosey" character needed a face lift, I am certain that many folks would vote for my points and ovals.. I am just flat -out, plain, old, nosey; and I even have a little snoopy look about me. (A casting director once said he could see me playing the "odd girl- next door", and then he tried to back track, after seeing my dismay by saying that I could pull off "a period character." (Like who, Nancy Drew? )

In any event, in attempts to embrace my lack of boundaries, filters and other socially acceptable cultural whatevers, I am going to use them to my, to my what? To my advantage- of course.. silly, selfish girl that I am, Why wouldn't I? I am going to try to make these unsightly characteristics work for me... you know, find a place for them.

I hope this is the spot to entertain your fancy, to build my story threaded with peoples lives and how I always find myself in them. This stuff is oozing with fresh baked, chocolate chip cookie richness, and stickiness that make it oh so good. Stick around because the first batch comes out out soon. (You will be reading a ton of food references because I am obsessed!)